THE KILL CODE

13 Rules for Surviving the Worst

This isn't self-help. It's not motivational fluff. It's a survival manual, born from the darkest chapters of my life—the brutal realities of psychological warfare, devastating addiction, calculated betrayal, relentless sabotage, deep-rooted trauma, and profound isolation. It's for those who carry unseen scars, for those who mask their pain with high achievement, for those who silently fight battles every single day.

I wrote this guide because I desperately needed it when I was at my lowest, but it didn’t exist. It’s the clarity I wish someone had handed me when I was gaslit into questioning my sanity, when my trust was manipulated by people I believed had my back, when addiction became my only temporary escape, and when trauma threatened to consume everything good left inside me.

Here's what's inside:

• 13 brutally honest rules for emotional survival—learned from climbing back up after hitting absolute rock bottom.
• Real, hard-earned insights that saved my life and helped me rebuild from the edge of collapse.
• Practical strategies designed specifically for high-performers who publicly thrive under intense pressure but privately break apart.
• No clichés, no filler, no abstract therapy-talk—just authentic, straightforward tactics that genuinely fucking work.

If you've ever felt broken, if you've ever been told you're "too much" or "too damaged," know this: you're not. You're resilient, you're powerful, you're here—and that alone speaks volumes. These rules will remind you of your strength, even when your own mind tries to convince you otherwise.

If this resonates with you, if these rules provide a moment of clarity or peace, you’re welcome to pay whatever feels fair to you. Most people contribute a few dollars; some don’t. It doesn't matter either way. This isn't about the money; it's about making sure no one feels as alone as I did.

No pressure. No expectations. Just raw, real, unapologetic truth from someone who's lived it and survived.